Fake ppl out there with some real 1.

Ytd down to work as usual. boring day it is! well. i can say i do like some of the aunties and uncles there. and have met mani new frens over there as well. BUT i realise i hardly go into their world. they laugh, the chat together. but i hardly join them. when they ask mi y. i will juz reply. "oh i waitin my bf sms". well is juz a excuse. ok. at times is waiting my bf sms. but at times i oso juz wan to be alone over there. i seriously don enjoy working like hw they enjoy.

the way i working is oso nt like tat. so lazi or wadever. maybe i guess i nid to find a job tat i reali like it or enjoy it. seriously i prefer happi den pay is high. this pay was alright. but i DON enjoy. this is wad i can say. no matter hw i try to make myself happi in there i still don.

Human is juz so "xian shi" wan pay high or wadever, wan new tins den old. like gossiping, till so wtf, like craping till like wth. i juz farking hate this kind at times.

I slowly prefer to be alone when i at work place.
I slowly more and more look forward to go out every week end with my 4jboys.
I slowly more and more love my boy. he nv fail to accompany mi whenever i nid him.

i juz wan my boyfriend and my bois"friend" and my family.

the rest are all fake.
nid u den find u.
no nid u don find u.
anitin when wrong blame u.
onli tink of ownself.
so wad if u guys get wadever u all wan but u all are nt happi?
is pointless.


i juz SUPER hate everything nw tat look so fake to mi.
[ nv include my BF ]



BF of mine. thanks for always wan make mi happi and try ur veri best to gif mi wad i wan. and oso try to gif mi all ur time when u book out. iLOVEyou.






as for today, i didn't went to work as i wanna apply poly. god dame tat i donno hw to apply so have to wait tan finish work. thanks tan. (: so rot-ed at hm for whole day. having bad headace. and stumach ache hope to recover asap! and i super miss my love. >_<




till here.
i don trust all of u.