ISABEL SONG QINGSEN is feeling... ... ... ... ... sad

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actualli for mi. in a r/s i juz simply wan my bf to love mi care mi dote mi.

i nv wan him to be rich, nv wan him to be perfect man, nv wan him to get mi ani gift.

as long as he love mi, care mi, dote mi. im happi enough.

nw for my tinking. i feel tat i and him havin a cold war.? it have been 3 weeks. we tok less den afew words per day.

baby, i reali hope u tell mi. izzit sometin troubling u? that y we will become litat, tat y when i sms u u don reali reply?. i reali hope we can solve this and stay happi always. i reali donno wad can i do le. im scare to tell u hw i feel. as i try befor. u don like to hear. and i know. u feel i fan. so i choose to keep to myself. i reali wanna save and keep this r/s with u.

i rather myself fan den both of us fan. i juz wan u to be happi.

everytime. when they call mi. ask wanna come out slack. whenever got u. im so happi but main while. im scare to0. everytime i saw u i wanna hug u tighty.but i don dare to make ani first move. as u said befor. u don like keep hold hand all this.

i have been askin myself. y? y will become litat. i don expect to be like last time. but at least we still sms like gf/bf. showin the love and care. askin where u all this. hope u understand i ask is nt coz i wanna check where u. i nv expect u keep sms mi or wad. but at least some each day.

or have i done anitin wrong tat y u sometime cold to mi sometime nt. baby. pls tell mi.

i juz hope we can back to normal like wad u told mi. u will back to normal so0n. im still waitin. (:

so long so long. i wanna tell u. i miss u, i love u. but. i donno if u will find it irriating as i donno wad u tinking.

pls don be litat animore. pls tell mi. pls explain y. if we both will to tok tins out. im sure we will be more happier den nw. (: rather den we keep continue litat cold cold.

will we stay happi again, will we lovely back is in ur hand.

i choose to use blog to let u know my feelin. as i donno hw to turn to u and tell u. although i donno when u den will drop by my blog. but i am willin to try.

i have been sad for this 3 weeks. i so hope this 3 weeks is juz a dream.

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overall: my love one.